I just got a new job,and im going to be leaving indiana..about 2,200 miles away.Portland,Oregon.
I have so many different emotions,I love indiana and ive lived here my whole life.But Im also very excited to get to see a different part of the world,plus now I can see our own Greg Oden blossom.
But anyways,its just been so strange lately,my fiance has been on an emotional rollercoaster and ive been..well...numb.I dont know how to act,im scared,excited...everything.
We're actually going to live in a town in Washington called Vancouver.I just got back from hanging out with all of my friends for what will probably be the last time for at least 5 years (I have to be out there for 5 years).I just have to remind myself that we arent teenagers anymore,and that we are all grown men now and have our own lives.
Just now its actually in my face that there is about to be a huge change in my life.Im going to miss everyone...I know it seems like im talking like ill never see them again,but you know...its just how I feel.
And my parents and brother..Im going to miss them so badly,but what can I do?,Ive been offered what seems like a great opportunity and with the economy being so down lately and living in a small town of about 5,000..there really are no jobs here.
Man oh man,what a crazy past couple years it has been.