Q: Are things finally settling down after getting traded twice in less than a year?
A: It's definitely been a crazy year, starting off with finally getting traded from Indiana to Toronto. I had a great time there, great organization. Bryan Colangelo is unbelievable. Things just didn't go the way that we thought they would go.
I knew that [trade to Miami was coming] for a while. Me and Bryan Colangelo have been almost best friends, so I knew it was coming the whole time. Basically he tried to make some things work for the team to make a run for it, but myself, [Chris] Bosh and [Jose] Calderon … obviously we didn't get off to a great start. Then your team has to try to figure out how to make the best out of it.
It's been a long year, but I feel comfortable in this situation [in Miami] now. … Some people look at trades as devastating, but Indiana was a situation where I knew that the run was over two years ago. So it wasn't like I was shocked that I was traded. It basically was a mutual agreement that it was time the run was over.
Q: Why was the run so short in Toronto?
A: The Toronto organization was great to me and even the city was unbelievable. The affection I've gotten, you would have thought that I played there for the last 13 years. I would have thought that I would have gotten off to a better start … obviously things went wrong from the start.
I think Bryan's thought process, with the way it was going, was to put himself in a great position to sign Bosh next [summer] and also bring some free agents in. We both came to the conclusion that the best move was to make that move to Miami.
I think he cared so much about me as a person. It was a strange situation, because our relationship went so much further than any management person that I've ever been involved with, even Donnie Walsh. And people know how close me and Donnie [were]. … That's rare. That's rare when you have that type of relationship.
We talked on the phone a lot, text messaged a lot. So I felt bad for him that it didn't really work. And I think he felt bad for me that it didn't work … It didn't work that way for the both of us. Miami was calling and I knew Miami was one of the teams interested in me even before I went to Toronto.
Q: Are you paying attention to the things people are saying about how much you have left [at 30] and what you can and can't do any more?
A: No. You take any player and you give 'em a knee injury … ask Kevin Garnett right now how he feels. You take any player's livelihood, which is his knee, and put any injury to it … it's going to be a process. And it's been one hell of a process for me.
But I've finally gotten to the point where I feel like I'm over the hump with the knee situation. I think for people to really understand what I've been through, playing hurt [for Indiana], coming back and forth and knowing that our team's in a tough situation for so many different reasons as far as on-the-court and off-the-court stuff, and you're trying to be a bright spot for the team and you're sacrificing your health almost to the detriment of your career ... it was a very difficult situation to be in.
I tore my meniscus twice [in Indiana] before I had surgery. So it was difficult. But I don't care what people say about whatever. I know what I can do and that's really what it is. You've got to get back totally healthy and go from there.
I've had long talks with Coach Riley. He's seen a lot of [big men] and he has so much belief in what I can do. And that means a lot, too.
Q: You still call him Coach?
A: Still Coach. I still ask him, "What do you see, Coach, what do you see?" I talk to Coach Spoelstra and his staff, too. But I still ask him. A guy with his pedigree and his background, he's seen them all, he's coached them all. So when he gives his views of what you should be doing, that's very, very important to me.
Q: So do you second-guess yourself now for playing hurt?
A: Yeah. Especially the way things ended [in Indiana]. If it would have ended a different way, then I would have been a little bit happier about it. I look at some of the things that were said about me when I left Indiana, they kind of have people thinking a certain way about me, that I gave up on the team. And I didn't give up on the team.
But obviously my relationship with Larry [Bird] was a tough one. And I don't feel like they really … knowing what they knew and it being documented what they knew about my knee and my knee situation and why I was in and out of the lineup, I didn't really feel like they had my back. When Donnie left, I knew my support left from the front office.
I kind of beat myself up a lot about that, about not getting surgery when it first happened [in the 2006-07 season]. … The organization didn't really stand behind me. There's a lot of great people in that organization and a lot of great people in that city, but they didn't do the things that I felt like they should have. And that's how I knew my time was over.
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A: It's definitely been a crazy year, starting off with finally getting traded from Indiana to Toronto. I had a great time there, great organization. Bryan Colangelo is unbelievable. Things just didn't go the way that we thought they would go.
I knew that [trade to Miami was coming] for a while. Me and Bryan Colangelo have been almost best friends, so I knew it was coming the whole time. Basically he tried to make some things work for the team to make a run for it, but myself, [Chris] Bosh and [Jose] Calderon … obviously we didn't get off to a great start. Then your team has to try to figure out how to make the best out of it.
It's been a long year, but I feel comfortable in this situation [in Miami] now. … Some people look at trades as devastating, but Indiana was a situation where I knew that the run was over two years ago. So it wasn't like I was shocked that I was traded. It basically was a mutual agreement that it was time the run was over.
Q: Why was the run so short in Toronto?
A: The Toronto organization was great to me and even the city was unbelievable. The affection I've gotten, you would have thought that I played there for the last 13 years. I would have thought that I would have gotten off to a better start … obviously things went wrong from the start.
I think Bryan's thought process, with the way it was going, was to put himself in a great position to sign Bosh next [summer] and also bring some free agents in. We both came to the conclusion that the best move was to make that move to Miami.
I think he cared so much about me as a person. It was a strange situation, because our relationship went so much further than any management person that I've ever been involved with, even Donnie Walsh. And people know how close me and Donnie [were]. … That's rare. That's rare when you have that type of relationship.
We talked on the phone a lot, text messaged a lot. So I felt bad for him that it didn't really work. And I think he felt bad for me that it didn't work … It didn't work that way for the both of us. Miami was calling and I knew Miami was one of the teams interested in me even before I went to Toronto.
Q: Are you paying attention to the things people are saying about how much you have left [at 30] and what you can and can't do any more?
A: No. You take any player and you give 'em a knee injury … ask Kevin Garnett right now how he feels. You take any player's livelihood, which is his knee, and put any injury to it … it's going to be a process. And it's been one hell of a process for me.
But I've finally gotten to the point where I feel like I'm over the hump with the knee situation. I think for people to really understand what I've been through, playing hurt [for Indiana], coming back and forth and knowing that our team's in a tough situation for so many different reasons as far as on-the-court and off-the-court stuff, and you're trying to be a bright spot for the team and you're sacrificing your health almost to the detriment of your career ... it was a very difficult situation to be in.
I tore my meniscus twice [in Indiana] before I had surgery. So it was difficult. But I don't care what people say about whatever. I know what I can do and that's really what it is. You've got to get back totally healthy and go from there.
I've had long talks with Coach Riley. He's seen a lot of [big men] and he has so much belief in what I can do. And that means a lot, too.
Q: You still call him Coach?
A: Still Coach. I still ask him, "What do you see, Coach, what do you see?" I talk to Coach Spoelstra and his staff, too. But I still ask him. A guy with his pedigree and his background, he's seen them all, he's coached them all. So when he gives his views of what you should be doing, that's very, very important to me.
Q: So do you second-guess yourself now for playing hurt?
A: Yeah. Especially the way things ended [in Indiana]. If it would have ended a different way, then I would have been a little bit happier about it. I look at some of the things that were said about me when I left Indiana, they kind of have people thinking a certain way about me, that I gave up on the team. And I didn't give up on the team.
But obviously my relationship with Larry [Bird] was a tough one. And I don't feel like they really … knowing what they knew and it being documented what they knew about my knee and my knee situation and why I was in and out of the lineup, I didn't really feel like they had my back. When Donnie left, I knew my support left from the front office.
I kind of beat myself up a lot about that, about not getting surgery when it first happened [in the 2006-07 season]. … The organization didn't really stand behind me. There's a lot of great people in that organization and a lot of great people in that city, but they didn't do the things that I felt like they should have. And that's how I knew my time was over.
http://sports.espn.go.com/nba/dailyd...dime-090411-12
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By: Marc Stein
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